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Do you know what it's like to be afraid of your shadow?
Afraid of yourself?
Look at me I am a fucking monster.
What is this I have become?
Pain and sorrow,
Follows my path.
You've all branded me this,
It wasn't my choice!
I'm not this.
Oh god, save my from this curse.
This is not who I am.
Torment, fills my heart and soul.
Save me!
Save me, from myself!
I don't know how to,
right all the wrongs I've done.
But I can't run from this,
I won't hide from this.
This is the way it ends.
Oh god, leave me with this curse!
This is just who I am.
Pleasure, fills my every move.
Leave me!
Take it, all.
All I am.
Is yours to take from me,
Leave nothing left.
I won't run. I can't run.
Hell will fear my presence,
I will stand my ground.
Hell will fear me.


from What It Takes To Become, released January 1, 2013



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