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My mistakes are a summary of my life!
But this won't be the last time.
I will, let you down.
This won't be the last time
That I fail.
I've asked you so many questions,
but you never answer them!
Are you really there are you real?
And now I know,
You are what holds me back.
Make no mistake!
You are what always helds me back.
You are what, holds me back.
You are what always held me back.
You are what, holds me back.
You are what always held me back.
What I, see in you
Is everything I hate all of my disdain
Is alive, in you.
How long does it take to be forgave?
When will I earn forgiveness?
When will I be forgave?
When will I earn forgiveness?
When will I be forgave?
I'll be here when you want me gone.
I'll be all that you need.
When you want me gone,
I'll be right where you stand.
Everything that you hate is alive in me.
But I'll be all that you need.
When you want me gone!
I'll be standing right here
But I won't fail you!
I won't, let you down!
These are my sins written down on page.
They have the best of me.
I will never earn,
Forgiveness.
I am unpure, unclean, unholy.
I will never reach the path for me.
I am a failure.
So leave the past, in the past.
It was all a lie.
I was looking right in the mirror.
I am what holds me back.
I am what always held me back.
These are my short comings.
I will always hate me.
And when you look in the mirror,
What do you see?
I see a monster.
But I won't fail you.
I won't, let you down.
I won't fail you.
I won't let you down.
I won't fail you.
I won't let you down.
But I've let you down.

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from What It Takes To Become, released January 1, 2013

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