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This is the greatest lie I've ever told,
I'm okay I'm just fine,
you meant everything, this meant everything.

I will get past this any way I can,
my thoughts sink to the floor.
I will get past this any way I can,
I begin to drown.

How could I let this go?
I turned around and I got a knife in my back.
Deceit it kills, despair envelopes.
I start to drown.

This is the greatest truth I've ever told.
I'm not okay, I'm not fine
You never meant anything,
this never meant anything.(x2)

I don't give a fuck about my life,
I'lll drown this into oblivion.
I don't give a fuck about my life,
I'll drown this into oblivion.

I'm drowning (x2)

This is the realization I've made,
I'm a fool I'm just fine
I was absorbed, but now I'm free.

This is the promise I've made to myself,
This will never happen again.
The empty bottles I once knew,
Are now long and gone and I'm free.

How could I live with this?
When it means nothing.
I've found my clarity and I will live my life.


from What It Takes To Become, released January 1, 2013



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